Toby (2B)
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“To teach how to live without certainty, and yet without being paralyzed by hesitation, is perhaps the chief thing that philosophy, in our age, can still do for those who study it.”
― Bertrand Russell
Yes....No.
Greetings and welcome to my lifeless profile.

Hope you'll enjoy reading this 1 pager essay I've compiled over the period of an hour.

Cheers !


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If you're a frequent reader, then feel free to toss me a letter in my messages. I'd love to discuss about literature, philosophy and science.
When it comes to games, I'd probably possess only some preceding knowledge.


Some information about me.
Location: The Capital Of The Capitalist Empire
Education: Slave Level 4 In University
Profession: Student/Researcher-Trainee


Games I'm playing at the moment:
Xenogears


My motto:
"The point is...Jerry must be a frog; if he can't be a frog, we can't do ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ about it."




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CPU: Intel Core i5 5350U @1.9 Ghz
RAM: 8 GB LPDDR3 1600 MHz
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GPU: Intel HD Graphics 6000

Personal Gaming Rig:
MB: Gigabyte B450M DS3H AM4
CPU: AMD Ryzen 5 2600x @3.6 GHz
RAM: Team Forc T-Create 32 GB (16x2) DDR4 3200 MHz
HDD: WD SN550 M.2 NVMe 500 GB SSD; 500 GB Hitachi 5400 RPM HDD; Seagate BarraCuda 2 TB 7200 RPM HDD.
GPU: EVGA RTX 3070 8GB GDDR6
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Other Gaming Systems I have:

Nintendo Switch
Playstation 2 Slim 2008
Playstation 3 Slim 120 GB 2010
Playstation 4 500 GB 2015
Playstation 5 825 GB 2020
Xbox One 500 GB 2014


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Initial Thoughts:

If there's any game I've come across in my life that has peaked the epitome of life, this would be the closest bet to it.

Normally, video games tend to deliver a theme of pacifism, meaning, idealism, and purpose in life.

To take the philosophical elements of humanity and then to implement them into an anime-esque cult classic gaming franchise may not be rare. However, to elevate the level of depth with philosophy in video games, especially in reference to real life philosophical arguments and figures is a next level type of execution. It could have failed so badly, but it didn't.

Nier just keeps challenging the player for the search for actual meaning rather than trying to inflict some form of meaning. The whole game's theme is based around existentialism and nihilism- similar to Dark Souls' theme.

I'll update my review in a few months, once I'm done playing the game myself. However, for now, I just want to leave my initial thoughts on this masterpiece.

I'd say this game deserves to be in the same category as Dark Souls, Metal Gear and Silent Hill.

Yoko Taro is one crazy mate.

UPDATE:

I just finished Ending C & D for Nier Automata and am on hold for Ending E. I've yet to touch this game on PC but, I'm still looking forward to playing this game another time. It's probably going to be the same as PS4 since optimisation still sucks for PC.

Afore that, I must say that the story was wonderful, I mean it's Yoko Taro that we're talking about. Let me just put one spoiler out - a very important one for me -.

SPOILER ALERT START:

I did spoil myself a lot of what happens in Automata; however, I'm quite glad that I didn't spoil myself the backstory of Devola and Popola. I loved their characters in the first NieR game and thought they were only doing what they were assigned to do; but in Automata, the novel straight up spills out that there were multiple D & P models and that only one pair's mistake lead to the mistreatment of others. I literally gaped at my screen when met with that epiphany. There are a couple of other spoilers that are very significant to me but, I won't be talking about them here- especially a lot of the side quests.

SPOILER ALERT END.

I don't think I can present an ideal or satisfactory review for this game. There are tons of things that could be said about it, like from the obvious giveaway that Pascal's Village/Amusement Park was literally a humorous depiction of France, or how Hegel's whole design was an antithesis (I'm definitely not making any Hegelian Dialectic puns) to a certain major character from the first NieR. I believe those are points that make up NieR Automata's essence and without them an analysis/review would be incomplete.

I truly don't know how to give a proper verdict to a game as profound as this: I stand by what I said in my initial thoughts. It truly stands up to be in the same category as Dark Souls, Metal Gear, Shadow Of The Colossus, and Deus Ex ( some new additions here). While it may not provide any absolute solution to contemporary human issues, it does attempt to pose stability within our current matrix.

If you've re-read this or reading it for the first time, just know that I may update my 'review' every now and then.

TL;DR - I didn't speak about the gameplay, visuals, or soundtrack. Just fangasmed over how profound the plot and theme are set up. In my opinion, NieR Automata is one of 'The Games Of The Century'.
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Toby (2B) 3 Jan @ 11:31am 
Yes.
Andrew Mapagmahal Jr. 3 Jan @ 1:39am 
remember me?
Sceez 27 Nov, 2023 @ 4:43am 
Hello bro
<3 8 Nov, 2021 @ 7:20pm 
omg hi :steamhappy:
memerino 30 Jul, 2021 @ 12:04pm 
indeed, just redeemed all of the july humble bundle choice games that i forgot about
memerino 5 Jun, 2021 @ 11:07am 
>Congratulations on crossing 600+ games.
I hope you enjoy the fact that you'll probably never play most of these games in your entire lifetime, just like me.

oh god oh ♥♥♥♥, you're right